why decisions are so easy to make..

Other people make it easy. Today at terrible boring mercernary temp job, gah. nothing going on. somehow, overnight, I have decided that I will definitely seek a divorce. Witness this dialogue over dinner:

me: What's new?
him: Nothing. I told you about the presentation already. I'm tired.
me: What's on your agenda for the weekend?
him: Maybe some writing. nothing else.

Literally. Then dead silence.

Me: Why so quiet?
him: Why are you so quiet? you're not saying anything either. we don't have anything to say, we're tired.

I never shut up, even if I am tired, unless I am being shut down. And it seems like that's the case. No kiss, no hug, nothing before sleep. Am tired of being shut out.

off to glamorous benefit gala tonight. Off to chat up lots of people, may do some biz.

But he's making this too easy.